Comme il faut –

Ik zie je lopen over straat.
Je loopt zomaar over straat.
Je stopt en blijft even voor een boekenwinkel staan.
Ik denk, zal ik wel of zal ik niet, weg voor je me ziet?
Of is het beter om toch naar je toe te gaan?

Zomaar ineens kijk je me aan, je ogen haken in de mijne, te laat om te verdwijnen.
Dus als aan de grond genageld blijf ik staan.

Ik denk alleen maar aan die winternacht, toen je in mijn armen sliep.

Weerloos,
in de winterkou.

En dat ik nog elke dag, nog elke veel te lange dag, kapot ga zonder jou.

Een potvis kan volledig het noorden kwijt zijn.

Dringend en veranderen, nu en durven handelen, vijf voor twaalf, de allerhoogste tijd.

Ik kijk naar je mond, je ogen, je handen. Ik heb geen flauw benul meer waar het over gaat. Ik zit daar als bevrozen.

Ik denk alleen maar aan die winternacht, toen je in mijn armen sliep.

Weerloos,
in de winterkou.

Ik zou kapot gaan zonder jou.

A whole lot of nothingness

When I met you, I finally found my purpose in life. Loving you with every little piece of my heart. Every time we’re together, I swear I’m in a different world. Your eyes hypnotize me, your body makes me lose my breath and your touch drives me insane. If I ever thought I’d loved before, then my god was I terribly mistaken. These goosebumps and these heart races melt together like butterflies.

I’m so hung up on you.

But still.

The floor is full of doubt.

The walls painted with questions.

Your absence is everywhere I look.

I cannot find ways, I cannot find words.

How could I ever tell you, how my missing you gets in the way. In the way of my normal behaviour. In the way of my acting towards everybody. In the way of my sleeping.

My love for you.

My heart for you.

It’s all over the place.

I’m everywhere and nowhere.

Those three letters bombing in my head, forming one word.

Why

Why can I barely sleep at night when you fell asleep without saying those three little words?

Why can I feel my heart nearly pumping out of my chest when you’re not answering?

Why am I so dependent on a text message?

Confirmation.

Your attention is all I require.

Acknowledgement.

 

We vision feelings differently.

Our opinions about it tightly stretched towards one another.

 

“Whine up,

Whine up,

Whine up.”

And it is in those days she realises how extremely necessary he is for her normal functioning.

 

“When things go wrong, don’t go with them.” Elvis Presley

And there I see you waiting for me on the corner of the street.

So much has changed since we’re together and yet so much is still the same.

We grew stronger as a couple, we’ve had our horrors and demons to fight. We’ve had our share of ups and downs. You’ve forgiven me all of my foolish mistakes and I’m so grateful you did. If you didn’t, I would be a wreckage of grief. Drowning in my own tears. Suffocating in my own despair.

You’ve given me so much. Every day I remind myself of how lucky I am somebody like you wants to love me. It’s still a mystery to me how you’re still here. Why haven’t you left by now? Almost a year and a half we’ve been together but you’re still right here. I guess I’ll never fully comprehend why you’re staying, why you haven’t been searching for something or someone better. I’m just so very grateful and happy you’re here.

I swear I’ll never let you down.

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Aangenaam

Oh my love

You know when I was little, I used to fantasize and dream about my future life. I always imagined I would be with somebody I can trust, somebody who I can feel comfortable with, somebody who accepts me exactly as I am. Somebody I can grow old with. Somebody who won’t laugh at me when I fall, but picks me up and tells me everything is gonna be okay. Somebody who can love and comfort me when I feel down. Somebody to do all sorts of crazy things with. I never thought I’d actually find that somebody this early.

Every single time I look at you, I see this beautiful person who is strong, smart, loving and extremely funny. You came into my life out of nowhere to overwhelm with this amazing personality. I couldn’t help but fall for you instantly. Every day you make my heart race, you make every nerve in my body feel like a live wire. You make me giggle, you still make me nervous. You just make me feel alive. With you I’m the best version of myself. Thank you for never letting me down, for always being there right when I need you and for loving me despite my fears and inconstancy. You’ve given me so much. You’ve made me so happy. You’re my dream come true.

I love you with all my heart and truly hope you’ll stay so we’ll get to share the rest of our lives together. ‘Cause there’s nothing in the world that I would want more.

 

Yours forever. ❤

 

Delicious – enough

Oh how your fingers drowse me.

Your breath falls around me like dew.

Your pulse lulls the tympans of my ears.

I feel a merge from head to foot.

Delicious – enough.

The Notebook

They didn’t agree on much. In fact, they rarely agreed on anything. They fought a lot. And they challenged each other every day. But despite their differences, they had one important thing in common. They were crazy about each other.

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings place to our minds. And that’s what you’re given to me. That’s what I’d hoped to give to you forever.

Beautiful dripping fragments.

Beautiful dripping fragments.

The negligent list of one after another as I happen to call them to me or drink to them.

The real poems, what we call poems, being merely pictures. The poems of the privacy of the night. And of men like me.

This poem, drooping shy and unseen, that I always carry. And that all men carry.

– Walt Whitman

A series of images

If you could fastforward your life to ten years from now, how would it look like? Will you have got your degree and have a job? Will you be married? Will you have children? Will you have your own house, car, pets perhaps?  Sometimes I wonder. I can’t help it, I do. Wondering how life’s going to look like when you’re 19, is not that tough. Everybody will have pictured his/her future once or twice by that age.

We all search for happiness. But how does this ‘happiness’ thing look like? In what kind of shape will it occur to us? Some people will interpret happiness as being rich, while others will be blissful with the smaller, simpler things in life.

Everybody knows more or less how it should look like. Not with every little detail attached to it of course. Nobody can know who they’re going to meet or what’s going to happen until they found this abstract wish of happiness. They can only take a guess at -the bigger picture-.

In my opinion, however, they all want the same thing eventually: company.